Feeling blue

This week has been strangely restless. I feel this acute sense of aging and life rushing past me. I feel caught between feeling regrets for the things that can’t be and an indifference to what lies ahead. While I know this is just in my head sometimes it begs of me to be written somewhere. A place I can go back and know I was aware. All the time.

On a different level, two terms done, six ahead. I am sitting on the couch watching TV and unable to relax. I reach for my laptop, browse some, check email, pull up an empty notepad and stare agonizingly. It has been one of those weeks that have me feeling stupid and apt to wonder what am I making of my life.

I know this will pass. I know I will feel stupid for putting it out there. But right this moment, it feels right.

Happy Friday folks!

16 comments

  1. *hugs*. I have been feeling fairly restless this evening too. A lot of unanswered questions in mind, and all of a sudden, I am stuck with not knowing how to move past these unanswered questions.

  2. Hi Lakshmi, I think its in the air :)) I have been feeling that way too the past week, certain things are out of our control and destined but I truly believe God does everything for good. We may not realise it now but am sure down the lane at some point we would realise that and be thankful! Hang in there -with prayers!Just felt like dropping a note….

  3. Yes after reading your post and the follow-on comments, I am convinced that it is in the air…..perhaps that time of the year where you have everything converging…….all at once……On top of that, faceless encounters drain you further!

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