“No post today” queried my friend in a small blinking window in one corner of my screen. “No mood.” I replied. It is true. After months of motivating myself to write at least five times a week, I feel like I am hitting the wall. The past couple of weeks I have had to push myself extra hard.
I long for the days when I would either wake up or drive to work with ideas brimming in my head. My life as I saw it was a series of blog-able moments. I can’t say my weekend was uneventful. While it was not the kind that begged itself to be written online, it was quite unlike most other weekends too. I worked for perhaps the second weekend after I started working in the US. I realized I enjoyed feeling important. Knowing what I did caused an impact on other people’s lives gave me a cheap thrill. I enjoyed leaning back on the recliner laptop perched on my legs ordering K around. That apart, I can’t think of anything to write about.
I remember reading on some blog “If you have nothing to say. Don’t say it.” I quite liked that thought. With that, I want to take a break. Till I can find something that urges me to write. May be a day. May be a week. Till then. Ciao.