Lonely not alone
A smile hiding the pain
Lump in the throat
A feeling of hope-less-ness…

One of those days when I look towards the future and see only two silhouettes walking into the sunset. My mental picture looks incomplete. It is also one of those days where I acutely feel the hope-less-ness.

I try telling myself to look at others who do not have what I do yet my mind can only come up with examples of people who have what I want. I cannot seem to lift myself from this dark mood.

Tears roll down my cheeks. I want to sob my heart out but its only the quiet tears that will come.

Mom to three. Open adoption advocate. Writer.

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